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GREETINGS . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
i go by many names and faces in different times and places.
currently, i am known as "lev" or "cold", but i have been known by many other names in the past.
i was put into this vessel and made contact with earth in the early 2000s, in northeastern usa.
THE WEBSITE . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
i started working on this website on august 30th, 2022, according to my neocities profile.
over the years, updates have been very difficult to keep up with on account of the Curse.
i made this site in an attempt to put myself out there. to express myself, and conquer my fear of permanence and being perceived, as a digital footprint can do such things.
this is a sharpening of my iron will.
a testament to my perseverance.
if you're reading this, i'm alive. even if my vessel falters.
no matter where you are, everyone is always connected.
I AM . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
for starters, i am not human.
i have never been human, even before i was put in this vessel.
so i think that's quite important to mention, as it tends to shape my view of earth and its inhabitants.
otherwise, my vessel is quite low quality on account of the Curse.
because of this low quality vessel and some particularly cruel earthen folk, i tend to exist in specific modalities. these modalities can very much pose difficulty to this vessel of mine, and my coexistence alongside earthen folk.
i am what many would call "spiritual", though for me, this is a regular occurrence of my nature.
NOT HUMAN . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
if you are wondering about specifics, i am closest to what you call a "god" or "deity".
but it's not that simple.
the usual earthen folk's idea of a god is one of devotion or reverance, power and awe, sometimes fear.
i do not need, nor seek, devotion or reverance. i do not intend to strike fear or awe, but it may happen.
as a "god", i am rather hands-off, and one of my areas of influence is autonomy and self-improvement. because of this, i am often likened to the satanist interpretation of the devil; my feelings towards the idea are quite fond, as that was even true of me in the past (more on that later).
most notably i am a time entity, our kind are known as noenei (plural is unchanged, like "sheep" in english). my divinity is somewhat divorced from my species, as divinity can apply to any species. it's quite a nebulous label anyways.
because of my true species, i have a strange relationship with gender (specifically a lack thereof or being xenogender), but i am fond of masculine terms as they feel comfortable for me here and now. my past selves often display as masculine as well, but some are more feminine.
it's easier to explain to most earthen folk that i'm simply a male or even a transgender binary male than to explain to them what it's like to be masculine genderless.
NOT EARTHEN . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
quite obvious from being capable of complex language comprehension and lack of humanity, it is clear that i am not of earth.
not even another planet in your solar system.
not even in your galaxy, your galaxy group, quasar group, or universe.
i believe that this may be my first life on earth, but i'm not entirely sure.
what i do know however, is that i have practically an infinite amount of past lives across different universes. basically at least one incarnation in each universe.
funnily enough, it's not uncommon for me to have "duplicates". i'll essentially have very similar lives in multiple universes with some minor differences. i've got some patterns.
naturally, my vessel here on earth has a hard time fully comprehending my endless other incarnations, let alone remember them, so it would be a hard ask to detail them all.
i try to document as much as i can in this vessel regardless.
i do this for earthen folk trying to understand me better, i suppose. i am fond of plenty of earthens, and their culture is vibrant and remarkable!
but i can't help but feel buried by conformity. in my attempt to blend in, i have become somewhat assimilated. but i am not gone.
i know who i truly am now.
i spent too much time trying to bind myself to earth.
i now wish to be free.
ART . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
i cannot speak about my interests without my love for creation and expression.
this takes form in creating or admiring artwork, literature and other forms of word, film/television and appreciation of the language and history of these fields.
in fact, the background image of this page was drawn by yours truly, amongst other things on this site!
my work as an artist has mostly been surrounding my projects such as Channel 1000: Tell the World (C1KTTW, my webcomic project), The Lost God of Unvia (Unvia, my dnd campaign), and Doorstuck (a collaborative Homestuck fanventure).
as for admiration of other's art, i enjoy comics (notably manga, i'm biased for black and white contrast!), as well as paintings.
i specifically love impressionism in terms of paintings, but I also enjoy looking at mixed media art and where fine art meets pop culture. seen a lot in furry and/or fandom spaces, this is the type of art i find to be beautiful.
if you so wish to view the art i love particularly on furaffinity, here is my favorites section. support those artists in any way you can!
INTERACTIVES . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
i enjoy engagement and learning new things.
this has manifested in my love for video games (specifically hollow knight, ultrakill, skyrim, and carrion to name a few),
learning foreign language (i am fond of learning japanese as it comes easiest to me),
word games (i love scrabble! wordatro is also fun),
and card or board games (i used to enjoy spades and blackjack but now as of writing in february of 2026, i enjoy koi koi and riichi mahjong, and i prefer card games on average).
i also like learning html and css, that of which you're viewing right now!
MUSIC . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
as most do, i enjoy listening to various kinds of music. my usual pick is classic era vocaloid (world is mine, hello world, senbonzakura, two-faced lovers, etc.), but
i do also enjoy EDM in general but i enjoy a lot of house particularly (specifically minimal/micro, deep, bass, big room, progressive, electro/tech).
i also listen to trance, emo rock, alternative rock or pop, 2010s electro pop/party music, there's really a lot to list here.
i tend to prefer specific songs over whole genres, so if something sounds good to me it doesn't really matter what genre it is.
as such, my taste tends to drunkenly meander about and flirt with anything it bumps into.
and speaking of bumping into things, i usually acquire new music in the form of soundtracks for games i enjoy (hollow knight and ultrakill are big examples of this).
music has inspired me to make art, and it can change my mood easily.
it is truly one of the greatest marvels earth has to offer.
SOCIALS . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ
chronolatry on discord
ART . . . . 𓏲࣭ ࣪ ˖࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ